You know how sometimes when you try to talk,
your presence is being disregarded totally as if you're indifferent from the bacterias in the air...
and your words just vanish into the air and get no response at all...
and... what if things like these repeat itself over and over again?
well. just like what Adelynn said,
"that kind of thing sorts of makes you feel so disconnected from the other person, and then you slowly learn to live your live independent of them. and that person's presence, it becomes merely a physical presence."
.... so well said, couldn't agree more.
yah in fact, your presence too, will become just another physical presence to them, or maybe that was already the case.
perhaps initially when things begin to turn this way, you would still take initiative to work things out, with the intention that maybe it's fault at your own part. But what if attempts made again and again, with hopes that'd always been greeted with disappointments... until one point, you begin to realise not living like your own self, just isn't worth the effort anymore.
your presence is being disregarded totally as if you're indifferent from the bacterias in the air...
and your words just vanish into the air and get no response at all...
and... what if things like these repeat itself over and over again?
well. just like what Adelynn said,
"that kind of thing sorts of makes you feel so disconnected from the other person, and then you slowly learn to live your live independent of them. and that person's presence, it becomes merely a physical presence."
.... so well said, couldn't agree more.
yah in fact, your presence too, will become just another physical presence to them, or maybe that was already the case.
perhaps initially when things begin to turn this way, you would still take initiative to work things out, with the intention that maybe it's fault at your own part. But what if attempts made again and again, with hopes that'd always been greeted with disappointments... until one point, you begin to realise not living like your own self, just isn't worth the effort anymore.
... although deep inside, you'd probably still wish things could be indifferent from the good old days...
so you begin to turn yourself away. distance begin to form. or when there are circumstances where avoidance is simply impossible, keeping silence is the best way out... in order to minimize the 'stupid' feelings you might get in return whenever you try to talk.
it's sad to gradually see people who used to be close, no longer share their grandmother stories, laugh together, or ermm.... even talk normally. and things they do, would begin to appear incomprehensible to you, as well as vice versa.
so you begin to turn yourself away. distance begin to form. or when there are circumstances where avoidance is simply impossible, keeping silence is the best way out... in order to minimize the 'stupid' feelings you might get in return whenever you try to talk.
it's sad to gradually see people who used to be close, no longer share their grandmother stories, laugh together, or ermm.... even talk normally. and things they do, would begin to appear incomprehensible to you, as well as vice versa.
well.... hmmm. a different side of life I gotta learn to accept.
.... back to my Mr. Davidson.
1 comment:
it is just how human behave... many things happened and many things changed ...
if you willing to share yours ... they will share theirs too ... but always expect no expectation... you will feel much better that way :)
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