Thursday, July 19, 2007

A dumber shiying coming soon....

I must be someone lacking of determination. After counting, I'd just realized these are the drama series that I've been following and yet to be completed...

Credits to the invention of crunchyroll.com and emule, ,

1) At the threshold of an era
Total Ep: 106
Reason: Streamyx too slow to download la....
2) Prison Break Season 1
Total Ep: 22
Reason: Like my hongkie housemate said, this series has been too HEAVY. Not advisable to people with weak heart.
3) Full House
Total Ep: 20
Reason: Quite nice la. Funny and cute. But typical lah, bad guy bullies good gal.
4) Da Qing Hou Gong
Total Ep: 40
Reason: Too much like War and Beauty. Copycat!
5) Demi Gods, Semi Devils a.k.a Tian Long Ba Bu
Total Ep: 40
Reason: Did try very best to finish, but due to limited free times in Sg and unlimited disturbance from Piyo the duck, mission failed!
6) Why Why Love
Total Ep: 20
Reason: Not that I don't want to follow, Taiwan's tv only showing up to 7th Episode.
7) Heart of Greed
Total Ep: 40
Reason: No attractive actors, boring story although being highly recommended by everyone.


Upcoming series to be watched:
1) Central Affairs 2
Not sure how nice it is, but many people say nice. Crunchyroll has it.
2) Lovers
Singapore tv advertise it very often. about a doctor falling in love with a gangster...
3) Heroes


I think someone said before, too much dramas will eventually make a person stupid.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Muar Hosp

Hmm...shouldn't make things sound so bad in the previous post. I'm sorry.


When things have gone too complicated sometimes, it is necessary to return back to innocence.

~~~~~


Oh ya, did I mention? Recently, had got myself into this local hospital attachment in Muar. Only one word for it, Tiring! Considering mine isn't exactly following a doctor's schedule, I'm already this dead. Hardest part is definitely to pull myself out from bed early in the morning at 7.30am. This attachment thingy, actually no one control wan. What time we want to go is totally up to us, since we have no specific duty to perform, merely follow doctors walk walk. But, this Muar hospital is smart enough. They gave us a punch card! Haiz... which explain why we need to be there early enough, to get our card punched!

Okay, after punched card, relieved! First week, paediatric ward. Doctors start making ward round at 8.30am. By rules, we have to be there and walk around with him. But instead of showing ourselves immediately in the kids' wards, what we do is ----> go cafeteria and eat breakfast. Food here very nice wan! Morning morning got all my favourites: sotong, birds' eggs, fry mee, chicken wings, milo tarik, and most importantly, Kuih Pelita! Only this place in Muar got, don't know why, almost like hospital copyrighto. Hehez. YuMm yumM~

Doctors here, the bigger their rank, the more un-doctorly they look like. If you see ahpek washing hand at clinics sink, and look like don't care don't care, highly chances he's the specialist there. Especially this paediatrics department's head, from outlook, you might thought, aiyah, this one sure aunty bring daughter come see doctor one, hair curly curly, plump plump, wear cincai cincai. But, not till she introduce herself in superb English. /faint. And fresh grads doctors, normally wear super smart with stethoscope on neck, and white coat over, maybe no choice also la, have to.

Today, in clinic, even more eye opening. Very different from angmoh's practice. The whole department, somehow only 2 consultation rooms have patient beds. We were in one of it. At first, one doctor consulting one patient. Kid ran around. Then 3 mins later, one nurse came in, said, 'doctor, boleh pinjam tu alat BP (blood pressure) tak?' After that, another person came in. This time, a doctor bringing another patient. Seems like there's no more room for consultation. So they are gonna share a room. But there's only one table in a room. Guess what, the newly came in doctor sat by the sink and start consulting patient! /faint. Next moment, another doctor came in too, with her patient + parents. We thought, she come in borrow space also. But there's no space anymore. She went to the patient bed and get the kid lied down, started on a neuro test on the bed. So, you can imagine, one small room, with 3 doctors, 3 kids, 3 pairs of parents and uncontrollable noise. Even better still, the next consultation room can link to ours by a door in between. And suddenly, a boy in the next room ran over and start walking around in our room like nobody's business. When we peek through the door, we saw a doctor talking to a mother, standing by a sink, and another 2 blur med students sitting opposite of the doctor.... What a sight!

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

If all you do is...

come back, be nice, be sweet,

and

leave once again....

I wish I'd never met you then.

I guess, my worst nightmare and the last thing I would want to see, during this summer back home had come real. A month ago, it was a reluctant heart to leave Edinburgh to come home for the fear of seeing the worst nightmare to repeat. However, after all the comforts and consoles from Edin's people, I came back, and most importantly, with a cheerful and carefree heart all ready to enjoy this LAST long summer break.

Then a month later, which is now, haiz. What else can I say. Sometimes, silence might be the best way when facing the downside in life, especially when words can't do the expressing job anymore, and more arguments will only lead to a worst situation. For now, all I hope for is, let me stay alone in my world, or let the time pass sooner and get me closer to 12th Sept, when I can go back to a world faraway from you again.

Saturday, July 07, 2007

07-07-07

Wheeeeeee!!!
So happy.
I like today.
I don't want to sleep. Hope this moment stays forever.
^_^ ^_^ ^_^

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Promises Don't Come Easy

A very nice song from "At the threshold of an Era". Try listen to it...you might like it. really nIcE!~



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Name: Promises Don't Come Easy
Singer: Caron Nightingale
Lyrics:

I should have known all along
There was something wrong
I just never read between the lines
Then I woke up one day
And found you on your way
Leaving nothing but my heart behind
What can I do to make it up to you
Promises don't come easy
But tell me if there's a way
To bring you back home to stay
Well I'd promise anything to you
I've been walkin' around
With my head hanging down
Wonderin' what I'm gonna do
'Cause when you walked out that door I knew I needed you more
Than to take a chance on losing you
What can I do to make it up to you
Promises don't come easy
But tell me if there's a way
To bring you back home to stay
Well I'd promise anything to you
You never thought I loved you
I guess you never thought I cared
Well I was just too proud to say it out loud
Now I know to let my feelings go (So tell me)
What can I do to make it up to you
Promises don't come easy
You know I've made up my mind
To make it work this time
That's the promise I can give to you
What can I do to make it up to you

Updates

Long time din update dy...here are some short updates. Can't leave life here blank for too long.

Back in Msia... 3 days later than scheduled. Long story short say,

miss train ---> miss flight ---> change flight to 3 days later ---> stay in Edin check results ---> yeAh!~ paSS!! ---> fly home finally ---> flight delayed ---> stranded in Changi airport for 2 hours ---> luckily got free local calls in waiting lounge, talk to aunty in Sg for 2 hours till next boarding ---> reach home safely FINALLY!

Been to Sg and back again. Again, long story short say,

Follow SH's car to JB, before leaving muar, found wallet lost. Then realised it was left in Vincent's car but he was already in BP. Die this time. But luckily Vincent agreed 2 brought the wallet and meet me half way thru our journey. Solved!

Reach JB bus stop, my god, forgot that was Father's DAy. Queue at JB bus stop going to SG was super duper long, at least 300 people waiting for only 4 types of buses of which the frequencies weren't high, like half an hour one bus. SH stressed again. In the end, he sent me to custom, although kena scolded a few lines. but still, solved again!

Play till sick in Sg. Miss piyo super duper alot. Gotta come back 10 days later, follow sh's car again. This time, meeting him at custom. But due to some unforseen reason, custom was packed. So did the bus waiting part. This time I thought sure die. He might peel my skin off alive after having him to wait for one hour. Half way across causeway, shoe spoil, ended up have to stand by the roadside and change shoe. Embarrassed! luckily sh wasn't too angry, he really changed alot, especially the temper part. In fact I was soOo scared of him losing temper and scolding me again, the minute I saw him at custom, other than feeling relief, I actually burst into tears. Never knew I could worry so much for his reaction. Luckily he didn't scold me or anything, just grumble a bit, so nice =) =)

Another thing I realised, I actually hate to hear 'byebye'. Please don't say byebye anymore, for each time after you say it, I would never know when will be the next time I can see you again.

Saturday, May 26, 2007

DONE!

When the last bell in the osce station rang, yippieeee.... I'm done!

So soon, second year ended just like that. And for some reason, I have the impression that I'm still a fresher here. How can time stays still in my mind?

On yesterday, was told that results will be out NEXT friday! Why so fast? On that day, I'll be on the plane flying back to Malaysia. Hopefully I won't be worrying too much on the plane and hopefully, I wouldn't have to immediately book another flight back to resit.

Before exams, there're thousand and one things on my to-do-list. But after exams finish, suddenly I don't know what to do, and don't feel like doing anything.Is it true that things always seems much more interesting when we can't get to do it? In 2 days time, due to the super fast speed of emule, had prison break season 1&2 downloaded. I thought I'll watch it 24/7 after exams. But not at all. In fact, even feel sick having to face the computer again.

Anyway, going to visit Fort William later and Stonehaven tomorrow. Haven't pack bag, last minute as usual. See everyone soon, and all the best to those still having exams. Take care!

Thursday, May 24, 2007

OSCE

First OSCE, first clinical practical exam....in 3 hours time.

I'm worried, I'm scared, I'm feeling butterfly in the stomach.

I pray hard.

I pray hard that everything will be fine later.

Please let me talk to patients with courage and no fear.

Let me do everything correctly, may I not miss out any important steps. May I be calm and steady.

Friday, May 18, 2007

At 5.00 am....

Street is still empty...


sky is already bright....


just gobbled down a bowl of favourite zowzow mee.
....and now back to study for anatomy spot test, at 10 am later.

Good night everyone =)
or, maybe good morning

Thursday, May 17, 2007

2007 mega summer project:

watch

At the Threshold of an Era!!!
a.k.a 创世纪

Gallen Law so yeng lah..

Start downloading it only yesterday. Watched only 3 episodes completed, already super addicted! hehez. can't wait can't wait for the rest to complete! 100 episodes in total u know...

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Thou shalt not grieve upon the unsolvable...

Med sch has many ways to train doctors. One of their best ways: make all students sit for medical exams in which the questions are unanswerable even if study hard. A friend of mine came out with a conclusion, study or not study make no difference. Study damn hard doesn't mean you can do the questions. So whats their point of setting exams? There's only one way to justify, they want to make us emotion-resistance. Like the beta cells in langerhans develop insuln resistance.

At first people are driven by worries for not able to answer in exams. So we study. Then they give some questions which even if we study, still cannot answer. When cannot answer, come back sure sad unhappy. Next exam, try abit harder, still the same thing. And as time pass by, exam comes, exam goes; flowers grow, flower die, we can no longer feel upset or guilty.

Next time treat patients, even if we can't treat them, we won't be feeling guilty! Now I know why doctors in the movies like to shake their head and say, we already try our best. Try already, cannot means cannot.

Hence, I shall not feel guilty nor upset upon unanswerable questions nor unthinkable solutions! tomorrow last day! I heard people say this is our last written exams, next year no more writing stuffs, all objective circle circle wan! hehehez...

Monday, May 14, 2007

听妈妈的话



This post is for mum.

You used to force me listen to you and for once, I thought you brought me into this world simply because you want to have someone to control. You used to make me do homeworks eveyrday and for once, I thought you like to see me suffer. You like to sing, and you used to sing out-of-tune but thats what I felt asleep with as a kid. You like to read newspaper, and thats how you have stories to tell me everyday but thats also how you get too paranoid sometimes thinking I might end up like the next victim mentioned in the paper. But hey mom, don worry we know how to take care of ourselves!

You like to cook, and you are a bit adventurous, but perhaps because you don't have much opportunity to try out something new in the outside world, you always experiment new things with our food. By adding in something different in the food, your dishes always end up becoming something abnormal and we don't have other choices but to eat them up. You always tell us your fatness is for now and because you just gave birth to that two little girls. And given another few more months, you can be as thin as me. Even dad has nothing to say with that. =)

You used to tell us to not try too hard if we can't understand what the books say, and must GO TO SLEEP! Haha, you are the only mum, so far I know of, that says such things to their kids. You always don't want daddy to eat oily stuffs and snacks for his high cholesterol, and thats why daddy has to quickly eat them up when you are out to shop. You like Chinese Medicine and is always keen to know about diseases. I am not too sure for others, but I'm sure you can always find the best cure for our illness. Just go to you, tell you our symptoms, the next moment you will come up with something for us to eat and if nothing goes too wrong, we are cured within a few hours. You tried to persuade us to learn Chinese Medicine. But because we weren't too keen, you end up asking daddy to become a chinese-sinseh after he retires. Haha.

That's you mum. You can really make us laugh. Happy Mother's Day.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Visual DNA

*yawn* Reproductive medicine is sooo boring. I guess I can never be a gynaecologist next time...

What if our DNA is visible to naked eyes, as a long string of pictures? Just now, took a few simple picks on this website I came across in Jenn's blog. Didn't expect it to turn out as a personality test, hehez. I was initially tempted only by the beautiful pictures. =)

According to it, these DNA compose me...



Monday, April 30, 2007

You think you know me?

Since you are here already, it means only one thing:

either
- you are too free and have nothing better to do at the moment, since revision is boring... (i know!) OR

- you are such a concern and loving fren who cares to check your fren's blog to see how is she doing recently... (oh! you are so sweet, buddha bless you) OR

- you are just a random passerby... (it's okay, no worries, no need to pay toll one)

Why not have a try on this test? Hehez.

Those that score 100% one, will get a free meal sponsored by Teviot kitchen, voted the BEST in 2006 and 2007 in Edinburgh, Musselburgh, Jedburgh.... *yummy yummy*

Hungry dy? Wanna try? Here you go...

Two levels available: Normal and Expert. You may want to start off with the normal one first...warm up warm up abit. =p


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So, how you find it? True friend, seems like you are out for challenge! Okay. So, here you go with the Expert level. I wish you all the best. hehez.

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

My Extra Degree

In Edinburgh other than Medicine course, I also take up another two subjects. Well, they are rather relaxing courses but one thing, students taking these two subjects will be assessed monthly based on the coursework. And the results will be sent to our place at the end of every month. It's always very exciting to get our score back to see how we have improved.

So, it's end of the month again. And the results again, found their way to my flat.

Reluctantly yet nervously, I open them up one by one. Getting back exam results is always anxious. During primary school days, kids like meals with one sausage and two eggs which aligne together make a beautiful 100 score.

So, I checked the results for the first subject. This subject is a bit different from others, instead of the usual 100, the maximum score we can achieve is 500. This time, I knew I didn't study hard, I seriously don't mind being punished to fail this subject badly. 40? 60? That's okay. Even zero also I don't mind. If I fail, I will become very motivated to study for my coming medical exams, I'm seriously lacking that. Okay. So, I opened up the letter, quickly scan through all the nonsense and, my eyes were caught at the total. Guess what? I didn't know I was so hardworking! My lecturer - Mr Visa always thought I am a genius. He gave me a flying colour score! A beautiful 3 digits score which almost hit the perfect 500. Oh well, I must have work hard this month without I myself realising.

Then, I moved on to the other results slip. This one, I seriously put in lots of efforts and I did try my very best over the month to improve the results. I opened it slowly. Praying hard that I can get as high score as possible. While holding the paper wide open, I dare not stare straight into the total. I peep... "hmm, how many digits leh? Plssss don't fail me..." at least 3 digits score please... To my extreme dissapointment, my marks is only of 2 digits.
See, I knew it! I knew! I knew it all the while! I'm never in my lecturer - Mr. Bank's favourites' list. He has been disliking me for quite a while. This is the time he shows his true colour... Haiz, what else can I say? What a letdown!


"Oh my dear JPA, shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art more LOVELY and more..." (forgot dy)



Just in case you have no idea of what I'm talking about, the two subjects I'm currrenly enrolled in: one is creditcarding, the other one is scotlandbanking.