Chitchat

Recently there are many taggings going around getting people to write some stuffs on blogs, for instances 6 weird things about yourself, 7 characteristics you look for in your boyfriend, 8 wishes you have, blah blah blah. I am really sorry to those who'd tagged me, to be honest, I'm rather lazy to write. =)

Yesterday, I had this conversation with a friend over msn...

X: so, wat u look for in your bf?

Me: erm...duno..got feel can dy la...

X: Got feel? got something more concrete onot? like.. tall/short/fat/thin...tat kind u know?

Me: orh..duno leh..i cant think of any immediately.. how bout u? wat kind of guy u like?

X: okaay la..u say one i say one okies?

Me: Set! u go 1st!

X: smart

Me: Street smart

X: not bad looking

Me: not good looking

X: muscular

Me: lean meat

X: sociable

Me: dun usually stick to gals :p

X: careful, sai sam

Me: careless

X: huh? I give up.... you are weird.

Me: ................

but wait...Seriously, I meant what I said! Before I could explain to her my reasons , she already gone offline. =(

I just feel like clarifying myself. See, a careless guy gives me chances to solve small details for him. A smart guy isn't always street smart. I don't mind having a not-so-smart guy as long as he is street smart, at least I know going out with him, if anything happen, he can take care of me. Okay, the not good looking one... I admit I like to look at cute guys (well, who don't like?), but I don't think I want a cute bf. Sociable? erm..*don't want la*, too many bees around, I feel insecure easily =P

hehez... now you probably think I'm a weirdo too. =)

p/s: but again, we don't always get all we want. no one knows what is awaiting ahead, isn't it? *winkz*

Random

Would anyone actually cry if I die?

Would anyone actually notice if I suddenly vanish from this world?

Would anyone actually know if I gone missing one day?

Why is it so unfair that girls must go through a few days feeling unhappy every month?

Lazy Sunday

I've already decided. This summer back home, I'm going to apply for an internship to work with the uncle selling famous char keow teoy at 'Si-beh-loh' (meaning the fourth avenue in Muar) as part of working experiences to add on to final year CV. After one whole sleepless night of mee frying for Malaysian food fair, I hope he won't turn my sincerity down and will agreed to take me in as his 9th generation disciple....wakakaka!~

This mee frying experience was indeed traumatizing. Seeing tonnes of mees whole night, all I remember was adding sugar, soy sauce, sessame oil, chickens, onion, eggs and fry and fry and fry... till the sun came up. I'm going to detox, de-chicks, de-soysauce, de-sesameoil, de-spaghetti for ONE WHOLE WEEK!!!

Grumbles aside, I personally find this Malaysian Food Fair a pretty good success. Before this, I used to complain alot about having to go for dance practices every night. But now, come to think about it, it was actually fun and interesting to have somewhere to go every night and something to look forward to everyday. All of a sudden, I feel something is missing from my daily routine. =P

Oh yea, before I forget, let's do a simple maths.

What's ur answer for

26 + seventy four ?
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100?

CoRReCTTo!

Hehe, try scroll down and look at the panel on your right.

**drumrolls** This is the 100th post! **clap clap** =) =)

Sincerely, I would like to extend my greatest gratitudes to everyone who reads, who bothers to write a comment, who shows concern, etc all these while. Thanks to a great loTz! It was indeed heart warming to have you people in my life.

p/s: On a random note, I did something funny today which makes me feel very much like a stalker now. hmm...

Truly Muar

wa si Ma Poh lang...Haha.
(I'm a Muar-ian)


Ma Poh eh dokiumanteri... ban ban kua, hehe.
(Documentary on Muar, enjoy yourself)

Of him

2 days ago on msn, someone asked me about how long I was together with my ex. To my own surprise, I wasn't even able to answer. And it took me almost 5 minutes to figure out and actually counted the months. Yeah, so it was one and a half year - from college days till last easter.

After I replied, suprisingly I smiled. Not for my own forgetfulness, but the relief that yea, finally I manage to let go of this past. I was the one who suggested the break and got upset for 9 months later. It was a long long recovering period. Almost everyday I'd been wondering the same thing, why things don't work out between us and what had I done wrong to make this relationship unable to survive the distances and times. Living in memories can be torturing.

From losing confidence to living in solitude, from losing interests at world around to cry myself to sleep, from spending like nobody's business to doing stuffs that I don't even fancy at the first place...clubbing, drinking, seek stupid attentions...etc etc.

I don't seems to know who am I anymore.

I was brought to wonder, can we trust our feelings? At one moment it can be so strong and concrete, yet at the other moment, it can just dissappear seems like there's nowhere you could find it again or it doesn't even seem to exist before. He used to occupy my world and his absence used to shatter the world that we'd built together. Yet now, I don't even remember when was the last time I saw him and for how long we were together.

My dad once said, 你一天天的长大，你会开始觉得昨天的你做的事有多么的幼稚，你从前是多么无知。I suppose , everything at present will eventually become water under the bridge, just a matter of time. Maybe a whole new world isn't that far beyond, could be just right next to us after changing the mindset. Mummy always tells me that I shouldn't complaint so much, as compared to many, I'm considered fortunate enough. Now I start to believe what she says, I have a complete family with daddy mummy still around, a few good friends although I don't get to see them often, a few housemates I begin to feel more and more comfy to live with, some money from sponsor to allow me to buy what I want and to go where I wish...

我所记得的会是我这刻多富有.

Egg Tarts

So, my crave for egg tarts was finally satisfied. My apology to Jenn for misunderstood her efforts as I seriously thought it was from Pei. But anyway, you deserve all the credits and I still mean all I said in the previous entry. Your gift was indeed heart-warming. =)

Pei and I were both inspired to make egg tarts after eating Jenn's ones. Hehez. *winkz* But it was then I realised, making egg tart is never a piece of cake!

TadA!~~~~~~~~

We ended up making seperate doughs for the crust and came out with two sets of tarts. Hers ones are bigger and mine rather mini. Never did I thought I can make egg tarts one day, wheee! =P

mini-tart

And no joke, seriously our tarts taste sOoO good...

SeE....

even orang asli from Kinabalu can't resist it

Contented

Today over dinner, I was just telling my housemate how much I feel like eating egg tarts and I think the last time I had it was like.. 6 months ago already. =(

It's 3am now, just came back from IMU ppl's place after card games. So sleepy. *yawn* Can't wait to go to sleep. Felt so exhausted after the dikir barat practice. Malaysia Makan Mania is coming up next weekend. Got lots of dances to practice too, seriously don't think I can remember all the steps, bad muscle memories.

...and before I rushed myself to bed, found a surprise sitting on my desk...

=)

Sometimes, just a small gift can touch people's heart,

easily yet deeply.

*thAnks & Hugz* Pei

Selamat datang ke Edinburgh

By right I shouldn't be sitting here anymore after spending >16 hours yesterday, looking at com screen just to finish this darn thing...

didn't sleep for 24 hours, handed it in at 11am, slept straightaway till 7pm waking up hungry. What a day! =)

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Another thing, hehez, I saw a good news today. Got an email from JPA saying, they are coming next week to see us and also, to do a survey on our living cost! Hohoho. Is that a hint that they want to give us mORe $$$ to spend?? =D

Come come, Welcome to Edinburgh, JPA!~