Got out from bed with world spinning badly around. Whiskey can never make good mix with red wine. Almost turned my stomach inside out upside down last night, awful feeling.
Find it funny how I went to wrong flat's toilet and vomitted there without realising it wasn't my friend's flat. Their door wasn't locked and I just walked in, locked myself in toilet for like half an hour... haha. It was really stupid of me to not realise till I went to the wrong living room and found everyone weren't there.
Last night on a rare event, encountered a real life story about how a girl got beaten up by the boyfriend for not agreeing to have sex with him. Almost couldn't believe it actually happened to a girl so innocent and so sweet like this friend of mine. I wasn't feeling quite well myself, didn't catch the whole story but her lines was such a big shock of my life.
she was drunk whole night keep saying....
Find it funny how I went to wrong flat's toilet and vomitted there without realising it wasn't my friend's flat. Their door wasn't locked and I just walked in, locked myself in toilet for like half an hour... haha. It was really stupid of me to not realise till I went to the wrong living room and found everyone weren't there.
Last night on a rare event, encountered a real life story about how a girl got beaten up by the boyfriend for not agreeing to have sex with him. Almost couldn't believe it actually happened to a girl so innocent and so sweet like this friend of mine. I wasn't feeling quite well myself, didn't catch the whole story but her lines was such a big shock of my life.
she was drunk whole night keep saying....
'i'm sorry...i know it's my fault...'
'I shouldn't have disagree with you...'
'should have just let you do whatever u want..'
'you asked me if i love you, and you said if i love you, then 'let your clothes down'... '
'you told me u love me so much, but why do you hit me so hard that even if I beg, you never stop..'
'please don't leave me...would you come back again...'
'I shouldn't have disagree with you...'
'should have just let you do whatever u want..'
'you asked me if i love you, and you said if i love you, then 'let your clothes down'... '
'you told me u love me so much, but why do you hit me so hard that even if I beg, you never stop..'
'please don't leave me...would you come back again...'
Seriously her thinking gets abit out already. She keeps thinking it's her fault to not satisfy the boyfriend which eventually make him leave with great disappointment in her.
In the end, she kept mumbling 'don't beat me...don't...' to sleep. Very very very pitiful of her. Must be hard for her to accept that someone she loves so much turned out treating her this way. Our hearts sank while listening. She is the kind that looks so sweet, so small and so needy-for-protection. What kind of jerk on earth can do such things to her. Haiz. Must agree this world is complicated with all sorts of people around. Love itself is scary.
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