Sunday, August 27, 2006

Beyond my understanding

Life sux, especially when trying to treat closest people good, for instance
...family.

Why must you let your imagination run wild all the time and accuse me of those untrue facts?

Why must you scold like mad over one tiny mistake simply because you particularly find it offending?

Why must you lose trust ever since?

Why must you shout at and refuse to give at least a little bit of respect to yout soon-turning-21 gal?


Why must you make those silly assumptions that will never ever come true, not even in the next 100 years time?

Why don't you consider becoming a TV shows scriptwriter? You might make great fortune.

Why a place closest to heart is making me feel unappreciated, redundant, disappointed, angry, yet speechless?

These are things I can never understand nor change.

3 comments:

Adelynn said...

everything you mentioned sounds so like how i would describe my family. don't worry la, just enjoy it as much as you can before you go back to UK, too soon

Jennifer said...

families are like that. they mean well lah. dont take it to heart k? hugs girl. see you soon. :)

WhiteFox said...

Thanks for all da concerns, seriously!!~

Think in life, we choose frenz, career, foods, places to go ..etc, but we can't and we don't choose our family.

Was rather emotional few days ago, but am trying to be with them eveyrday before I leave again.

Really too soon...