3 weeks of GP in Borders, 3 weeks of Western Neuro and 6 weeks Psych...
and it's all over now, on one hand im glad, on the other, i wish these times could be longer.
Holidays has now officially begun. and it's a 2 weeks break.
after much contemplation, for the sake of money saving and the ski trip in Dec, I will just stay in the Burgh.
Plan for now would be to spend some time with myself, do things that i'd always wanted to but couldn't find a time, flip through my national geographics, wake up at my own time, and spending some times with family which I havent been speaking to properly over the past few weeks, and that two babies look so big already over the webcam! i felt i'd hardly spend time with them when they're at this growing age. missing them...
during these three months ever since the summer, my mood had been fairly pleasant and less depressed like previous, which is a good thing. not entirely sure if it is bcoz of the sun endorphenic effect or the days are actually spent in a better way.
Sometimes i wonder if i have problems in social interaction, when one should be feeling happy for exams are over, im actually a bit down in mood today with reasons remain unknown. perhaps its bcoz of the sudden lost in direction. it could have also come from the subconscious mind when you know you're slowly losing something. the worst part about it, is when you're not even sure if you should own it in the first place. for things like this, , I guess even though the lost could be sensed, it's just not easy to voice it out, for it wasn't even properly acknowledged at the first place.
i should be contented. and not bothering too much about things i shouldn't be. afterall its just back to the basics.
p/s: Mary Poppins tonight was good. I wish i have a magician nanny like her with me now.
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