Beyond my understanding

Life sux, especially when trying to treat closest people good, for instance

...family.

Why must you let your imagination run wild all the time and accuse me of those untrue facts?

Why must you scold like mad over one tiny mistake simply because you particularly find it offending?

Why must you lose trust ever since?

Why must you shout at and refuse to give at least a little bit of respect to yout soon-turning-21 gal?

Why must you make those silly assumptions that will never ever come true, not even in the next 100 years time?

Why don't you consider becoming a TV shows scriptwriter? You might make great fortune.

Why a place closest to heart is making me feel unappreciated, redundant, disappointed, angry, yet speechless?

These are things I can never understand nor change.

Relief

Yeaahh!! At laaaast... it's done! After much hassles since June, have finally gotten my flight ticket confirmed on the 13th of Sept. What a relief!

Seems like I got to leave again quite soon. But, no idea on how soon to be exact. Simply lazy to check da calendar and start counting down days left with to spend at home. Be mummy's pampered gal is always da best! If it weren't for her constant nagging, I wouldn't have realised, there's actually less than 3 weeks time left to pack. Hopefully SIA is more lenient on baggage weight than MAS does.

Oh yeah, I just remember! I still have got stuffs not buy yet, jeans, sneaker, badminton racket etc... How? Gotta be quick before the megasales end.

Another YEaAH!! Have gotten a stethoscope finally! Hehe. Black in color, not too special though, but still, heart gladdening. =) Wanted a silver color one, too bad Msia has only got limited choices, UK has it but too expensive. It's alright lar! Think we can't always demand things the way we want it to be, and whatever that comes always has its meanings, as long as we cherish it well and live the best out of it. Hehe, can't believe I'm going to use it soon! And hopefully, it will last long. ^_^

Oh wait, has the sales ended?

One day KL Trip

Went up this morning at 11. Too tired since couldn't sleep in the bus. PC fair in KL was really a big event. Bought altec lansing in da end. Hopefully it isn't too heavy to carry back to Edin.

Met Peipei in PC fair too. Was completely shocked by her new short haircut. She really has the courage. Gals with short hair are always confident with their features and themselves. Just like her, always take things in stride.

Think my hair indeed look messy and lifeless. Wanted to straighten and dye it since the first day I came back. Another delayed plan. Me being disorganised again. Perhaps it's me being too lazy and energyless, still reluctant to pull myself out from memories. Is it already time to move on?

Went a restaurant I used to go with the particular someone. Think we will never have the chance to sit down and have a meal together again. Can only send my best wishes from afar. Hope you have all the best you desire and remember to take care of yourself, alright? Smoke less, ok?

Haven't been to Sg Wang since last winter holidays. Bought only a top and a skirt. Wanted to get a pair of jeans but didn't see any suitable one. Some are nice, but they're either too tight, too lose, color not nice or cutting not good. Sometimes, it seems no point to buy something I don't favour that much, think I shouldn't accumulate anymore unworn pieces in my wardrobes again.

PC Fair

Finally PC fair is here after a longgg wait. Went to the much much smaller version of fair in Malacca. With only 24 vendors, it was non-comparable to the KL one featuring no less than 150 vendors in PWTC.

Given my limited computer knowledge, fortunately, this childhood fren of mine, KC came along. ThX aloT!~ He's also the one to come up with the idea of buying seperate hardwares which means we got to assemble a pc ourselves later. Haha, the idea was so fun and we ended up with lots of boxes. Just like Lego sets. =)

I almost got suffocated after we managed to squeeze through the flooding crowds! How come fresh air always inadequate at a lower level for not tall enough people. =(

Alright, grumbles aside. I was completely charmed by this Samsung 19" flat white screen. But was told both 17" and 19" screens have the same resolution power and performance wise, a 19" isn't as good as 17" since images screened will only be magnified but won't be appearing clearer. And higher resolution power only available for 20". But a 20" cost RM1300! Too expensive to afford for a monitor so I gave it up.

in the end, got myself a 17"

sOoO fun to come home with many bIg biG boxes!~ My parents who were initially expecting a pc, were obviously shocked with the sights of us two carrying so many boxes like Santa Claus . Me who apparently have no idea on how to work on those parts, can only sit aside watching KC doing the job at his full attention like a little kid being awarded a power ranger set. =)

flash wasn't well adjust, KC looked as if he's working in the dark ^_^

BUt, I wasn't free too! Was busy getting him stuffs like water, plyer, screwdrivers, torchlight, spanner..etc. Hehe, and also, taking photos.

In progress

40 minutes later.....

Tada!!! Done.
Find this casing kinda similiar to one handphone design. Is it nokia?

Used to 'hug' my old fat pc like a baby and walk 4 floors up to a shop for service everytime it broke down. The nightmare is now gone with this 'handle' built in for carrying purpose. Hehe. =)

One fine morning

Think having siblings with too wide the age gap in between could be one big problem afterall. Seeing books ranging from primary to pre-u slowly accumulating in the house, while having no reason to throw them away is simply horrfying. And seems like my parents have started on collecting books for kindergarden&babies again... *Sigh*

Babies are indeed cute and lovely. Haven't really realise this till recently, when I actually spend more time at home looking at them. Sometimes, life is taking too fast the pace like a roller coaster event; ups and downs come too quickly and before I could realise anything, before I could actually say goodbye, it was all over. Spending some times at home precipitating feelings and thoughts before proceeding onto the next event is all I need.

Woke up particularly early this morning and saw two busybodies in the garden trying to imitate mummy. Haha :p

Just woke up. The small one still holding her barbie doll in hand from bed.

Yawning...Why is this stupid camera facing me? :p

Hey, you! Plucking flowers instead of un-weeding... Kacau only.

Nah, a present for you!!!